I just turned 30 (m) this month. Fuck! Can’t even write this fucking correctly. I told myself if I didn’t officially graduate from college that I’d take measures to end my life. I believe that I actually did graduate but nothing confirmed yet, I still live in my parents house (I’m a 30 year old guy!), I have a shitty car and stupid insurance I have to pay for while still looking for jobs, the job market right now is a fucking trocious I apply to three jobs a day or I try to and I can’t get any responses. Yay. Should’ve manned up and made plans to do it without being such a pussy. I’m not dating, I’m the world’s biggest dumbass, and I think it’s just gonna get worse. Should’ve jumped off that bridge in 2018. If you’re younger than 30, trust me nothing gets any easier as you get older.