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First time making a Reddit post & nobody will probably read it . So I will just vent . It’s 1:27am where I am & im scared . I’m laying in bed right now just crying from exhaustion. Nothing or no one makes me happy anymore. I’m not myself anymore, and I hate myself. I’ve contemplated suicide for so long but I’m scared . Not of dying, but of my kids hating me. Honestly? They deserve better. I’m a shit person that nobody cares about. That nobody sees, that nobody can hear. I’ve even prayed for God to end my suffering, and nothings working. I’m alone, I’m afraid, and my mental health is declining so bad I’m starting to have manic episodes. I wish I could pay someone to kill me since I’m such a coward myself. . I’m no one
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