After finding guns when i was a kid, and there were shootings and fatalities, earliest incident @ 4 yrs old, idk who was shot, maybe my dad was murdered, or my brother slain in a crossbow incident, @ 12 yrs or so. a kid ran into the line of fire near when i was 8-10, at a shooting range and i had a 357 with a .38 round in it. Meant to shoot near him in the dirt but, family cuda done better with prevention, soon il go to homeless shelter and still be left for dead is what i think. I was made into a hunchback at 4 yrs old and been a problem for me since. Reading king james bible helped me sum up, family didnt let me rise after catastrophe", i think someone tailed me to walmart and had a bear, thats in the kjv also, " fled fron lions and met a bear," i dont want to die but what am i to do, let family shit on me?. I stopped seeing them , no job home and cars taking a crap. No registration/insurance, i have a big ticket for that fml