If one person had noticed when you needed someone the most, maybe it would have come to this. I'm ready to go now. I've been ready for years, what's kept me was trying to be there for others. Unfortunately they aren't here for me now. You can blame isolation, or what ever you please.

Or you could remember to pay attention to your friends, even to strangers. To look them in the eye, and give them your attention for five minutes. Maybe it'll save their life. Maybe it could've saved mine.

Your watch shouldn't be happening now, on some anonymous thread. It should be happening everyday. In the places you go, with the people you love, or the acquaintances you see. Or with strangers you meet.

My only fear left is pulling the trigger.

And once that trigger is pulled, we'll I won't have any fear left.