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i wrote my note tonight. i have my plan in place. i know i have things or people in my life worth living for, but i’m tired of fighting to survive against my own brain. my illnesses are winning.
i’ve made absolutely nothing of my life, of myself. i feel like a fucking loser who just drags everyone down. i see so much success and happiness for my husband without me here.
my kids are young enough to forget me. i hope they’re never burdened by a memory of me. i hope life doesn’t give them as much pain as it did me. i want them to lead happy, successful, beautiful lives.
i wanted more than anything to get better, and i failed. again.
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