I’ve been having more and more thoughts about everything and I’ve been having more hallucinations and flashbacks from a recent traumatic event. And I tried telling people I am struggling a lot and they keep telling me I’ve been doing so good and that I’m just being dramatic. But the only reason everyone thinks I’ve been doing good is because I’ve been high constantly to the point where when I am not around people I can’t walk or get up from my couch. I don’t want to live this way but nothing else makes the thoughts go away and even then for the past week or so I’ve noticed I’m not getting the same effect I used to and I feel like I need to take more substances to get to a level of the thoughts calming down enough where I can be ok by myself. I just want to feel ok I don’t want to constantly think about my trauma because of the flashbacks and hallucinations. I feel like I don’t have any other options anymore and nobody believes me that I’m struggling. The only time I feel ok is when I’m intoxicated and even then it’s starting to not be enough