Well i have some rules for example if i want to pass a line im saying to me don't care but if i pass it and something happenes that isn't in the rule im gonna go back and say that i don't care about that too and ill continue. and for some reason i can't stop it im 16 years old btw and if i say the rule some times im gonna say it 2 time with out reason for example if i want to pass the same line is a chance to say the rule again
and the Idea of the rules are that if i say the rule 1 time i don't care if that happens and i don't need to to be angry why that thing happened and is big text but i need to say it i can't anymore and is really complicated maybe you will think that im idiot but i know that is something way worse(i had the idea to suicide(for other reasons)and for this i can't anymore)