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The biggest problem I have with killing myself is figuring out how. Or getting the means to. Or even the courage. I would love to just push a button. Why do bodies die so hard? And they don't make it easy to research/Google how to do it.
Tired of this rollercoaster. I've been on and off here before and occasionally I think I've overcome it but apparently I haven't. A lifetime more of this is not what I want. In therapy, on meds, have a good support system, good job, everything. And I simply do not want to be here.
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