I feel like I’m unlovable and don’t deserve anything. I’m overweight, shy, and I always feel like nobody likes me because I’m never really chosen for anything. I’m like the last option people have, and they only bring me if nobody else comes up first. I haven’t made a friend that stayed with me since first grade, all of my other friends left. Then last year. I met someone. I loved them with all my heart, and they said they loved me too. It was so hard for me to believe them because I always felt like I was impossible to love, and they were just saying that to make me feel better. After a while, I believed her. We did everything together, she was everything to me. And then she left. I didn’t know why, I didn’t have any explanation. Just blocked me everywhere and that was it. Now I’m back to thinking that I am unlovable. Nothing happened between us, one day she was just gone. It tore me to shreds, it still is. I can’t move on, and it’s been 8 months. I don’t want anyone else, I just want her. But I know she’s probably not coming back. Everything’s getting worse, I don’t know what to do.

If you’re seeing this, please reach out to me. I just want my best friend back, I can’t be alone anymore.