I have and reality is I really hope that someone's going to be actually worth my time to actually try to be nice because people don't want to listen to you until you scream and I hate that I am not a loud mouth I honestly strive to be like Martin Luther King or like basically Buddha but the whole thing is with people like Martin Luther King who tried the peace approach and only the peace approach literally got their asses kicked MLK died so that being said I don't want to be like that I don't want to be another style in the page man all I know is that no one cares about men's issues at all and whenever I try to talk to people they don't want to talk to listen anyway so that being said I just don't like Talking to people at all I don't need to talk to people I don't want to talk to people I shouldn't have to talk to people if I could I would literally just upload my consciousness into a computer and just not even care if it ever get shuts off I don't even care I just feel like whatever I'm gone forever I don't care I'm happy I hate dealing with people I have not met a single person that hasn't tried to hurt me horribly my entire life up until like almost 5 years ago and by that point I'm just like no I don't even want to try I'm so tired from it