Hey everyone. I (18M) have made some really dumb decisions.

Over the last 2 years I’ve been in a really, really bad state mentally. Lonely and hating myself. So when I turned 18, I got desperate for attention and love. So I started to post in risqué subreddits and ask for….yeah. One of them I even talked about a slightly taboo fetish that I have. Anyway, I got contacted by some people and talked to them for a month. One of them ended up being a romance scammer and tried to leak my nudes. The other one and I got along pretty well. However, I got to the point that I trusted him enough to send normal pictures of myself, and tell him my name, where I’m going to college, my tinder account, etc. I want to be a politician when I grow up so I can actually make a difference. And now I’m terrified these pictures and convos will come back to haunt me and ruin my life in the future. I’ve already committed self harm recently, and I’ve generally been feeling suicidal for the last few days. I don’t even know what to do anymore. And suicide feels like the best option.