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Why is it so terrifying to go through with it? I feel selfish and exhausted and pathetic. I am so overwhelmed with loneliness and it feels so hard to connect with others that I meet because I feel like an alien wearing human skin. Never get close, never go deep.
I’ve been in counseling for about 2 years now and I don’t feel like I’ve made any progress. I never tell her of my suicidal thoughts because I don’t really think she could do anything about it. Could she?
What’s the move then? Live a mediocre life, die a slow death, no one cares once you’re gone?
Fucking pathetic.
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