I’ve been trying to do better, I’m in therapy, I started school again, and I’m trying to get into other things but I’m just so tired and lonely. I don’t know why but I’ve been sleeping a lot lately and my therapist says that’s normal but I been wanting to sleep forever. My life is no where as bad as other people but I will still complain and it’s not like I want to. At this point I’m going to start telling everyone I’m fine again and just keep quiet but I’m so tired. I can’t focus enough to complete my school work on time but I think that’s also because I’m lazy and don’t think I’m smart enough to understand it. I can’t explain it but I don’t want to cause harm to myself but I think it’s better if I could disappear and sleep forever.