The past year, it seems that my life has stagnated too much to the point that my personal life everything is in shambles. I try hard everyday just to get by and live; however it doesn't seem like there's no change. Maybe I'm better off dead........honestly I can't stand waking up and feeling empty on the inside and I blame those that are related to me simply because their negative reaction and disdain about everything I do, has somewhat really driven me crazy and at times to the point that I'm craving to acted up with my intrusive thoughts..............does anybody have like any positive advice I could digest too? Hopefully your words can cheer me up and hopefully I can manage in someway to snapp out of this funk!

PS: My mood now regardless how you may see it, has been in a way improved cause a couple of months ago I honestly wanted to end my life for good, hence those extremely thoughts are finally gone from my head, but I'm personally just miserable