One of the major issues I’ve been struggling with since my partner completed (3 months ago) is the friends who should have been my support system have not really bothered to reach out. I had even communicated to them that it would mean a lot if they called for 5-10 minutes at least once a week. It’s added this whole extra layer of abandonment to what I’ve already been feeling. At this point I don’t even feel like I can message them again to repeatedly ask for them to call, I feel like I’m begging them to support me. They don’t even text anymore.

I’ve never felt so lonely and has made me feel as though I was disillusioned for thinking any of my friends really cared about me in the first place.

I don’t know if anyone else has had similar experiences and has any wisdom they can offer?

It’s not a great feeling on top of the grief to realize the people you thought would be there for you don’t really care.