Ladies you will be disappointed in me. Shit I’m disappointed in me.

A few days ago I posted about how this guy I’ve been seeing wants to be exclusive. Well our communication styles a little off because he took me to this nice dinner and I was expecting him to ask me officially to be his girl and I was prepared to lay down my expectations of being provided for.

Well we get to dinner at Gibsons (which was overwhelmingly packed but I did see BirkinCoCo!! She’s so beautiful in person lol)

Anyway we’re at dinner and he never brings it up and I didn’t want to because I’m not hard pressed to be in a relationship and Ho Tactics makes it clear you should never hint at a relationship lol

So on the drive home I’m kinda bummed out just cus the night didn’t go how I wanted and he asked me what’s wrong and I told him - I was expecting things to be official. He basically says that he feels like his actions show he’s serious about me and that if I ask him for what I want he will deliver it and he knows and understands his role as a man. And to be fair he does take great care of me when we’re together and he’s gotten me some stuff already. He’s never told me no when I have asked for things in the past and always makes me feel like my happiness is his number 1 priority - I guess I just froze up and got nervous and couldn’t bring myself to tell him I want him to pay my bills and now I’m pissed because I feel like the opportunity has passed.

I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to revisit this and based on the conversation we had I think he wants me to be straight up and just ask him for what I want but idk how to bring it up in causal conversation 😭 I also think my anxiety is getting the best of me right now.

Has anyone else had this experience or felt like this?