Sooo... I wouldn't say I'm a shallow person. I don't care about looks that much... But I have my insecurities, things that I naturally can't do anything about. I think I might be trans, and one thing I've always wanted is a more defined jawline. It doesn't have to be handsome squidward, but I want to at least HAVE a jawline.

Another thing is my lips... Now, I know there's things you can do about that like drinking more water and using lip balm. I'm not gonna stop doing that, it's just that I've struggled for years, and I'm scared of how my chapped lips might affect future relationships. If I get a partner I want the both of us to have a good time while kissing. Also, having chapped lips Brings me sensory issues, which leads me to pick, which makes it worse.

Lastly, my height. There's nothing wrong with being short it's just a little frustrating. I want to reach the plates on the shelf, and I don't want to have to climb a man like a tree in order to kiss him. For context, I'm 4'8 (146cm) and got my period years ago. Despite, if I'm gonna transition, I would like to be taller if not just 10cm taller. That's all I need, although 20cm would be Nice.

It's mostly a matter of convencience and stuff I can't change without medical interventions. I don't wanna deal with surgery, and I would like to be a little happier with myself about these things.

Any advice on how to manifest or if this is gonna work at all? I would like some reasurranse, but I don't want to fight a losing battle, if it's easier to just accept myself