Incase you don't want to read it all. I think my Dom and I are done pending a talk.

I think my Dom and I have ran it's course which really sucks because we've only been at this for a few months. We saw each other 2 or 3 weeks ago for the first time in 4 weeks. We use to see each other between twice a week to once every week. A few days ago I told him I couldn't do impact for a bit while I deal with a child abuse memory/emotion that hit me one night, I've been on a self-healing journey. I told him I'd let him know when I was ready. I just told him for whenever we saw each other again. And today I just felt weird and asked him if he was satisfied with our dynamic and he said it could be better which I agree and then told me how he was vetting potential partners for impact play with. Idk it make me feel weird because we normally do it's just a little difficult because neither of us live alone. So I said we should talk about it another time and his response just seemed cold.

I just wanna text him and say don't worry about it I can tell things have ran it's course. Our last scene felt different also and I just thought maybe because it's been awhile.

Idk I feel sad and my natural response to energy changing is to run away.

Edit: I'm going to end it not sure what to say.