Okay lovely subs, I need your help more than ever!

My Daddy and I are already in a LDR, but are meeting for the first time in March. I cannot wait, but in the meantime he is going out of the country for two weeks for work this Sunday and while I'm trying to put on a brave face I feel absolutely lost. He will be in a totally different time zone, and all the choices he's making for me now will be so much harder, if not impossible in some cases, to manage.

I'm telling myself I can use the next two weeks to get ready to meet him, to work on myself to be the best I can be for him, and to work on things I need to do that I've procrastinated on. Hopefully I will have the strength to do those things, but right now when I think about Sunday it's just a long tunnel of darkness closing in on me. I would love suggestions or advice, or just kindness. Thank you so much!