Last summer I met my first proper dom who was also my daddy. It felt wonderful for the first few months. Then issues with his primary relationship flared up. And we played a handful of times until October and had to pause the dynamic in November because he wasn’t in the right headspace to be a dominant, which of course I understood. We have the view that when things were more stable they would resume. He had no base as had to move out of home. He needed lots of medication and therapy. And was in a bad way. In the end he moved back in with his primary and they’ve decided to work at it. Meanwhile we’re still using honorifics and messaging lots meeting up every few weeks to catch up and even had a short playtime after Xmas. However I found that it’s getting harder as I hoped that now things are more settled he’d be able to resume things or know when he’s able to. But he’s not in the right state to do so. So he’s been happy for me to play with others as he’s aware it’s not fair to keep me to himself while not available to me. The last time we met I just felt it was one sided. Probably because he’s not in the right headspace. This has triggered my insecurities in relationships and today I told him it didn’t feel right to call him daddy anymore. So sad, as we really clicked, we’ve said that we will keep in touch, and once he’s in a better place he will approach me to see where I am at. I can’t help feeling that it’s the end and he’ll just find someone new and forget me. Heartbroken actually. If anyone can give tips for breaking the attachment so I don’t feel so bad. It’s so disruptive for my life and I miss what we had, it hurts. Thanks