I used to talk with someone, I don't even know if I can call him my dom since he would only talk to me on weekends when he needs to get off (I know it's a red flag and I know better now). He's the one who really understood my kink and how deep it goes. He knows the right words to say. He understands what I'm feeling even if I don't say anything. But one day he just disappeared. Blocked me. It was long distance. He probably got tired of it. I knew this was going to happen at some point and I feel so stupid for staying for so long. I knew he didn't want anything serious, I did. I stayed because I thought this was as good as it gets.