I feel like I'm letting down my female population. Like me loving my boyfriends dominating aura is some how makes me less? I love it. I love it during spicy times fuck I love when he just grabs my face whenever I'm being spicy I love the Lil aches that I get from his hand having been around my throat or the bruises from his bites and him holding me. I love my brain going empty and just feeling everything he gives me. I love him dominating me i love the look in his eye when hes being sadistic i love the chuckle or giggle he does when he makes me moan in pain. He's amazing he's legit if I had molded him myself. But I feel guilty and sad like I'm somehow doing something wrong letting a bad dominate me? Like I'm somehow fucked up in the head for it...it stops me from fully indulging and that sucks. Anyone else feel like this sometimes?