Im a virgin still and yesterday had my first scene ever, but we just played with my panties still on and a shirt on me. I leave in 2 days and won’t see my dom for like a month.

The first day we had an unplanned “scene” more like cuddling and him groping me and I enjoyed it but then I kind of felt ashamed after? The next day we had a scene and I told him what I wanted in aftercare and he did it all, and I felt much better.

I guess I’m scared of that shame coming back and Im just wondering how you knew when you were ready to be totally naked and stuff like that? Or be touched directly on the skin and not through underwear or clothes? I think that I thought this stuff would be really easy since Ive wanted it, but yesterday my dom said he doesn’t think we should have sex until next month because I don’t seem ready for it (he’s right lol).

Kind of a vent, lol, thanks for reading