I’m going to break it off with a dom I’ve been playing with for the past 4 months. I came to realize that I will never get what I want from this dynamic. His attention is always split between multiple play partners and I’m not interested in competing. Moreover, he’s always searching for more play partners. As if no one can satisfy him. I don’t appreciate that. At first I thought I was the problem but no. It’s not me. It’s him. I’m better than him and this dynamic.

I also noticed that he keeps forgetting details about my sexual preferences and kinks. He also forgets milestones that we’ve set together for me. While he’s on top of milestones for his other sub. I’m certain that he doesn’t care.

I deserve to have complete attention. I shouldn’t beg for it. I deserve to be a priority. I deserve to be cherished. Oh and about the real life meet up I posted about earlier this month? It didn’t happen because “something came up”. I’m very very glad that I didn’t ask him to officially be my dom. I’m glad I’m walking way. Wish me luck.

Edit: I have doms messaging me probably trying to take advantage of the situation. Those will be reported to the mods shortly.