This is a bit of a vent, but I had a session with my first online dom where I sent lots of pictures of myself and I feel sad now. At first it was playful teasing. I send him a picture of my boobs and he'd like it. I think I submitted too quickly. He seems nice, but after today's session I don't know how to feel. It started with us talking like normal. We couldn't have an audio call so I sent him a picture of my panties in my shorts. Then he asked me to go to my bed and take my clothes off. We did a short video call where I showed him the belt I was using as a collar. I accidentally showed my face, and I was so embarrassed. He didn't say anything about my looks (he didn't say I was pretty or ugly), but I think he saw a good portion of my face, and it made me feel weird. We've had prior discussions about privacy and how sometimes people get blackmailed during these things. But I'm embarrassed that he saw how ugly my face is. I'm embarrassed that I sent those pictures to a person I barely know. I feel like a loser because there's no end game to this. I'd hate to end it with him because he is very kind. At the end he told me that he had come and that he was proud of me. But his kindness scares me because I think, in my head, that he's being super nice just to get things out of me? I know and have heard a lot of men do that within and out of dynamics. I don't think I should feel like this after a session. I'm not sure if I'm upset because:

• he saw my face
• there's no end game to this
• i feel stupid for sending pictures within days of meeting him (started talking October 7)
• I feel like a slut or a whore or something (not in a good way this time)
• I can't enjoy myself because there's no way we'd meet in person meaning that this dynamic is bound to implode and end

I think I'm being too naïve about this entire situation. I think I rushed into things too quickly. Can someone tell me how I should go about this because I'm new to submission?