hi hi hi !!

I’m very much a submissive and as of right now only had one dom I truly felt like I connected with. I’ve been trying to put myself back out there and it just ends with me feeling lonely again.

As someone who needs structure and literally can’t function without a set schedule for that day, I can’t typically find someone who can provide such. And when I explain it to them I run them away.

Anywho, I was just wondering if it’s normal to feel lonely when you don’t have a dom? Like don’t get me wrong I’m still interdependent without one, but I also deeply miss having a connection like a dom and a sub has. For me it’s gotten to be that I can’t even read my silly lil romance books without feeling so lonely.

I do want to end this with I’m in therapy and have talked to my therapist about this. But I also only tell them so much because I don’t want to discuss dynamics to my therapist.

Thank you for taking the time to read and anything will help !