Ignore the link, lol - Mobile reddit is still a lil weird - but if you have Spotify, please enjoy the music if you like

Kinda a ramble but yah know

Anyyyyyways, yah boo got dumped 💅 so forgive me for removing my other posts since they related to him. I had a good cry and I'll probably continue having crying fits over this week, but I'm fine.

Long distance is hard. It only works if you both are willing to wait. I was willing; he was not - even tho we were gonna visit each other for 2 weeks this August, but whatever. Breaking up can be rough, especially if you have had or still have issues with abandonment and trauma and all that "jazz" I probably would have been more upset if I was my "past" self a few months ago. And for all I know I am still like shell shocked from it.

It's his loss. I was willing to do the time, wait out the distance, and make the effort and he was not.

Think the worst part is how I have to keep telling myself mean shit about him for me to get over it fully. Like part of me thinks, he wasn't a bad person so maybe don't shit on him. But at the same time, he deserves to be shit on lol. For one, I dont know why ppl wait so long to tell someone that they fell out of love. Dude waited weeks, btw And even then he'd still text me "I miss you, I love you, I wish we were cuddling rn" Like okay bro? You lyin?

Or the classic, can we still be friends? Bish, no?

Anyways. I just need to get it out of my system.

Shit happens, people suck, we move on and keep vibin 💪