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the very first post i’ve made a year ago was about my sadness i felt due to my dom leaving me but w time the pain has greatly decreased. however sometimes still i feel a sting and the hurt lingers time to time. i think of her much more rarely now gratefully. i would be lying to say i don’t miss her but now i’ve come to realize and accept it was prob best that we weren’t together for longer. i just wish how we separated was diff. i wonder if one day the sadness will go away completely or if there will always be some level of hurt. i think because it was a genuine connection between us (or so i thought at the time) i truly believe on some level i did love her. a first love even online is important to ppl. she was a lot of firsts for me including being my first dom and i’m sad the way it ended and it does hurt more to come to realize i was prob the only one w feelings after all. even when my fleeting thoughts start to wonder about her and it leaves me w pain i still wish the best for her in life in whatever she is doing now and that if anyone went through what i did that they get well soon and recover ♡ !
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