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I'm gay and vers, but after surviving an assault, not sure I can go into subspace without major trauma popping back up.
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So, I've been vers my whole life, able to dominate or be submissive.
But, when I was raped, my whole view of things went on skew, I used to like making a dom happy, but, during my rape, I just froze, let it happen and just didn't process anything. Felt like I was just floating unable to move.
And now, when I slip into subspace, I panic, or just started crying and it wouldn't stop, and I dunno what to do about it.
Not sure I WANT to give up being a sub, but that loss of control just causes my assault to slam me in the face all over again.
Any advice?
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