I got accepted last year and started lurking here at that time. Im a 26 year old guy that started my journey after 6 years in the Army and finished my final 2 years in the reserves. So I'm a tough guy right? Quite a few of my patients while I was a cna asked why the nurse called "security" when I walked into their room. But a patients mom brought me to tears. Not so tough I guess 😂.

I've seen some posts over the last year. I know you guys are stressed and nervous about the future and this stuff is hard. Hardest thing I've ever done. But I began working as a nursing intern over the summer. It's a super cool program my hospital has that really allowed me to test my knowledge and skills and then grow and develop them as well. Well I had a female patient who experienced a horrible accident. Obviously I can't say much but this young 23 almost 24 year old girl may never be able to have kids now. Due to the accident though she suffered an anoxic brain injury. She was so gone... She'd introduce herself every single time we broke line of sight. And her birthday was in 2 days but she had no idea. Well the last day I took care of her was my last day working before school started. So I knew wouldn't see her on her birthday. I went to the gift shop and bought her a card. I had everyone sign it, all the staff. I got plenty of "aw that's so sweet" or "good job"s from everyone but then I caught her parents outside the room. I said "hey guys, I bought your daughter a birthday card. Would you like to sign it?" instant tears from both. The mother grabbed me and pulled me in for a hug and sobbed into my brand new scrub top. Then the father did the same. Both crying at such a simple gesture but they said that was the light in the darkness they needed. Then I was crying too. Tough soldier no more, just a guy trying to help and feeling all the feels. Those moments are worth it guys. I've never felt more needed, appreciated, insert uplifting adjective here, in my life. So keep pushing, keep studying and I promise you these little moments make the years of stress, heartache and late nights so worth it. More than worth it. And don't forget, the smallest act of kindness to these people who may be having the worst days of their lives can make a world of difference.

Damn here I am crying again thinking about it.. Stay strong and God be with you all!