Tell me what you first did with another man , and what turned you on to it I had an been been burnt very young and just wanted to do any with another person as had touched myself often thinking about it Took a job with neighborhood barber, who many thought gay. ( I was hoping true) Shop was also home , he wanted me to clean , found his magazine and made sure I got caught looking first time he was embarrassed and said not to tell anyone they were a friends. He hid them better but I found them looking at them touching myself and waiting till he caught me, this time asked if it turned me on and if he could touch me. It sprinted out of control from there as it was true he had a friend/friends, soon invited to go over so men could touch me and others watch, told I unzipped this man’s pants and sucked on his cock they would the next week bring a woman over for me to have sex but they wanted to watch I agreed. When camed in my mouth I all most puked , by then others had there pants done some had me suck them other just jerked off in my face. Next weekend did have meet a black woman , who let me kiss her touch her breast as she touched me . She had been told the men all there watching everything where going to give her coke . She told me if I did some with her each time she would take off some clothes When her breast’s where out to suck I had to do some more from her breast, I did. Then she said she was ready to fuck, but wanted to see me suck on my neighbor cock , as her breast , they all went to the bedroom I was on my knees as he place some on cock I did him completely. She told me to take all my clothes off , I did again on my knees look at her skirt , she handed me a mirror with lots of lines on it told me do it all I did. I was really messed up, when she said she was ready, pulled the skirt down and found a black hard cock , she made me suck , I could not nor did I want to run , felt out of my body. They picked me up rubbing oil on my ass and she rub finger in some coke putting it in my ass , but this time I saw camera they had been filming everything . She place my legs over her shoulders and looked me in the eyes saying time to fuck, it took a while and at first hurt, continued till she came in me again placed her finger in coke they my ass I remembered her saying he is ready for you guys now, one at a time got on top of me , while she place terrible make up on me . Tell me I am there doll now to use . I was 14 , I went over on weekends often after that, or taken to friends in Buffalo they told me they would show that tape but in truth I was more then will to go with them .