It seems like my desire for anal pleasure comes and goes. When I am craving it I usually crave it for weeks or months. When I’m on I’m insanely horny to the point where I’m plugging every day and masturbating anally multiple times. If I am hot for it then I’m super into stretching and exploring with different toys. Last time I went through a phase I spent like a thousand dollars on toys and lube, there were delivery packages at my front door every day for weeks. I was crazy. One night me and my girlfriend took x and she pegged me while I videoed, it was so good that I was trying to marry her the next day. I used that video many times and masterbated to myself getting ass fucked. Another thing from that time is that my cock was extremely sensitive. Like rubbing on my pants kept me half hard for hours until I finally had to finish. But then, one day it just ended… now the thought of it is just bleh. I want that feeling back. I’m a 50-year-old male masculine and dominant with no feelings of homophobia or any sort of judgment towards others. Is there some kind of substance you can take to feel that way? I’m on trt but not feeling that way I wonder if it was the anastrozole or some supplement I was taking.