Just want to get some feelings out, thanks My Unsent letter: Things have been going good, slowly repairing, normalizing. I've accepted the new, I've offered & tried the new bedroom toys and trials. Yet you still post to places you shouldn't, you still share affections to those who are not me. Our sex life has tanked and honestly I feel it and see it so deeply. I've accepted you, but you break your promise of it not changing us, your healed and acting like no rules apply and I'm broken with no options but hurt. My best friend, you still say, but you hurt me anyway. No longer saying my wife, my partner in life. Being bi is not a right to offer photos to others, being bi is not a right to search hookup pages outside of any sort of consent. Sneaking away at night for (what I hope is only) self play without me, when I've begged to be apart. I'm tiard of false promise, it's ongoing and defeating. It's not fair. Don't tell me you miss me when I can see what you've been doing when your away, don't tell me it's your cycle, it's not ok. Want to giggle over mutually thinking a guy is cute at the pool, that's bi. Asking a guy if he is still looking for a discreet hookup in our town, is dam right hurt. I seriously don't care if you have no full intent, your asking for it! Promising nude photos of yourself to someone we don't know because you liked his photos, not to mention on our next family vacation?!?! No where did you ask, no where did you think how that would affect me. Why can't I be enough? Why can't you follow the boundaries I've asked for? Why bother being sweet and kind to my face anymore when your stabbing me in the back, over and over and over. Don't ask me if I'm mad and act surprised, you know what your doing, you just stopped caring how it effects me.