I used to do 10 grams a day no problem.. it has destroyed my family and friendships and no one trusts me anymore. I felt like it was my only friend but now it's turning against me. I've had like 4 full psychotic episodes starting in January. Is it time to get my life back? I live in south America so it's kinda cheap and if you want to know all my psychotic episode I've been able to sort them out alone. I'm talking about full conversations about me behind my back, delusions of all kinds, full visual hallucinations too but it always happened when I took too much Coke rather than being sleep deprived. I get prescribed Vyvanse 70mg which I abuse too and never felt that awful. Thanks for reading :(