You’re already fantasizing about your next high. Welcome to meth addiction. That happiness you’re feeling will be so fleeting my friend. It will completely dissipate into nothing one day and very soon. You’re destroying your dopamine and serotonin receptors. Not only will you lose the happiness you “feel” when getting high, but you’ll never be able to feel happiness or anything pleasant while sober for a very long time, if not permanently. It’s neurotoxic and so taxing and detrimental to your heart. It desensitizes you to sex. Takes your soul. Have you combing the carpet for hours at a time, throwing your back out, all to find a bread crumb that didn’t taste so pleasant when smoked. You’ll begin to isolate more. Lose any and all meaningful relationships. You will lose yourself and it will happen so quickly. Dope sneaks up on you like nothing I’ve ever seen. Seek God. Find truth and spirituality. Find peace and meaning. Purpose and wholeness. Learn who you really are and find your identity in Christ. Feel alive like you never have or thought possible. Find a high that surpasses all others. The high from the intimate closeness of God. Walk away from this now while you still can. God can bring order back to your life. I know dope took everything and ruined your life. But continuing to use isn’t an option. It will only make it a million times worse. Msg me if you wanna talk. I may just have some answers for you. Addiction is CURABLE! I’ve seen it. I’ve felt it, I’ve witnessed it with my own eyes in many that were trapped in bondage. Aren’t you tired brother? Tired of never feeling whole. Of always having to self medicate because sober you is always miserable you. I know what it feels like to be so uncomfortable in your own skin, always in pain and torment, lost, broken, and nothing but a shadow of a man. Cry out to God! He will listen and He will answer if you are earnest and sincere. Here if you wanna talk. Don’t let this drug consume you. There is a way out! An escape! There is peace and joy again! There is hope and a future for you! His name is Christ Jesus