7am and I'm ready to take in day 2. I posted earlier when I first accepted I was an addict.

I completed Day 1. I flushed everything I still had left. My husband and I talked, he's fully supporting me. He has always been a 'now and again' user of cocaine in a social setting, but he has quite happily agreed to stop entirely due to my addiction. He has said his occasional social use is nowhere near worth risking any relapse for me, and that he just wants me to get better. He said plenty of his friends don't take cocaine socially and no one questions or pressures, he said he will speak to his friends who do and make it clear that he is done, will refuse to, and they're not to question or pressure. He's willing to cut off anyone who tries to.

Yesterday was good. I genuinely don't want that shit anymore. But I know there will be difficult days ahead and it wont always be that easy. I'm positive for today. I cuddled my daughter to sleep last night. I fell asleep with her. It's the happiest I've been in a long time, but the shame of who I have been recently is still burning.

Today, I plan to have breakfast with my daughter, do the school run, go to the gym and work out and use the sauna/steam room. Tonight I'm going to take her to the park after school and then watch a movie together. Probably Elf.

I want my life back. Not just for me. I want to be the person I should be, and the mother my daughter deserves.

I'm ready for day 2.