Hey guys, Well it's day 1 and I talked to the rehab I want to go to today. I wanted to get admitted to their IOP program, but OF COURSE they suggested that I do inpatient because of the amount of meth I was doing every day. The thing is, I cannot deal with inpatient rehab, last time I went it was horrible, people everywhere, living with like 100 other women, talking about addiction recovery day in and day out, hearing stories about the trauma other people had been through and counselors trying to get me to talk about mine constantly. Look I realize it's a supportive group of people who are dealing with the same shit I am, but I HATE inpatient rehab with a passion. I don't like to be around that many people all the time. I think most people are either stupid or fake. I'm a loner. I like my alone time. That shit was for the birds. And I've tried, I've gone about 7 or 8 times and even completed a couple programs. One was 6 months long. But I am vehemently opposed to going this time. I already know what they're going to say, and I need to work. I want to do IOP and meetings instead. I believe that will work for me. I have a supportive roommate and family and work environment. Yes it will be hard dealing with the depression that will probably hit me tomorrow, but I have a therapist and I'm on medication for that. Please give me some advice about what to do, because this place is going to call me tomorrow and tell me I need to do inpatient, I already know. Should I consider it, or stick to my original plan, which I think is better for me?