Why is this happening? I ve waited almost 1year, I went on antidepressants, I tried supplements like L Tyrosine, NAC, Aswhaganda, everything related to depressive symptoms and addiction. For the whole time nothing changed. Every single day I would crave it like the first days of being sober so I gave up and kept redosing a NDRI for 2 days to compensate for the time I was out of it. I went psychotic as usual surrounded by shadow people and voices. The usual reason I want to quit.

How much time until my dopamine recover? 2 years? 3? I want to do it this time cause I am sick of it.

I even tried to upregulate receptors by using dopamine blockers but I think that s a bad idea and I gave up