I’m finally feeling better again! Quick story.

Went on a two week coke bender with maybe 2-3 days sleeps in there. This was after rehab and 3 months of being sober and feeling alive again.

Today makes a week of sobriety. I have got so much sleep and ate so much shitty food that I finally feel like getting out of bed and going to work! I know myself like a book at this point. I mean I’ve relapsed at least 50 times. You’d think I know myself…. Well I just sent a text to a buddy “how many addy you got?” Thankfully I quickly changed my mind. I told him “never mind and I’m a crackhead in recovery who doesn’t need them.”

You know what triggered me? Reading post on this sub of people who are high on those stupid ass pills and posting. Even tho they wanna quit, they openly admit to being high on them and being geeked and feeling all great. Well maybe they don’t say how good they feel but I sure fucking tell my sick ass mind that. I hate any fucking drug. I hate addiction. Stay strong.