So I moved to a new province with my fiancé to get sober last July . We spent a month or so homeless exploring then got a place 20mins outside the city we were aiming to live downtown in, in January we got a place downtown , worked a few jobs since being downtown can’t seem to hold onto one or bring myself to do.. in April I relapsed , we relapsed. Guy I know from my childhood / back home lives here and messaged offering me coke knowing full damn well I was sober I wouldn’t of had him on my fb if I known he used/sold , I politely declined and a few days go by with it Playing on my head , I gave in got a gram , week later an 8 ball and bag of rigs , immediately went to meth and opiates won 10k off 40$ 3 days into a binge and no sleep, paid bills and went on a bullshit Amazon spending spree and bought enough crystal to lsst weeks , may 17th we decide enough is enough, quit for 3 weeks , and slipped up again for 5-6days and noe im at day 7 again… ive gotten accepted into online college , and approved for student aid. it is saving me as im beyond on rent, few months on electric bill, internet just shut off… this almost cost me everything but im being given such a huge opportunity and in a field i am beyond passionate about as i lived it more then hslf my life