so a local brewery has this “moonlight market” event with a bunch of cool oddity vendors and what not are there and they have a stage with random bands and burlesque and it’s a really fun time. they hold 3 every year and this is my 3rd year and will be the 6th time i’m going, but the first time i’m going without adderall. i usually go with my friend who is also prescribed and this time im going with my bf who doesn’t even know i have been taking it for a while. and obviously i usually take adderall to wake myself up. and now i am sleepy. and am scared that i will be overwhelmed without it. but who knows maybe it will go better than usual!!! maybe i will be more present. maybe i will just be tired and want to leave. i’m excited to actually make use of the food trucks this time though. so at least there’s that. maybe i’ll be able to pick up on the energy and not be eepy

that’s all just wanted to vent lol