I'm going through a severe relapse and we are smoking it now on tin foil and it got out of control in a way we didn't anticipate My mom died and I and my husband relapsed HARD We've been sober for years but we got really overwhelmed with everything one-day and played that game of oh let's let it snow just for one day! We were in the middle of moving homes and everything going on with my mom's cancer and we have weekend warriored two times since getting sober and had no problem stopping.

Well .. here we are over 2 months later. Going through a ball or quarter a day and getting it twice per day so really insane amounts

We've tried to stop so many times this last month and we can't get it together and I'm so scared.I would've never touched this shit if I would've known how out of control it would get and I don't know what to do and I don't know if my husband's gonna be able to stop and we have two beautiful children that need us

I gathered up all our shit and am flushing it and soaking all the paraphernalia in nasty water and throwing it in the trash. He's sleeping.

I know tomorrow I'll regret doing that but right now if I Don't we will never stop and I'm so scared and I'm so tired and we are failing and losing everything

PLEASE ANY ADVICE TO MAKE THE FIRST FEW DAYS EASIER

I'm gunna be so exhausted tomorrow thats one of my biggest triggers because I got kids to take care of and a house to run