Hey everyone,

Just like the title says I'm quitting meth tomorrow. I have been on an approximately 3 week run, maybe a little less. Back in 2020 I was a heavy user of vyvanse. Since then I got a year and 6 months or so clean. But, I recently went back to school and ended up trying to source adderall and couldn't so I picked up a bunch of street adderall which was meth.

I posted on here the other day asking whether I would be able to take my midterms without it. That was silly, obviously. But regardless I couldn't bring myself to flush the pills I had left.

I took my last pill today and I have a plan for quitting, it is: I fly home tomorrow because of Spring Break and I don't have a dealer or any way to source one back there. I am going to notify my support system that I've been using again. And I have deleted my dealer's contact and the contact who gave me the dealer's number.

Its gonna freak my mom out but I have to tell her. She'll know anyways when I crash over spring break. I am gonna tell my girlfriend but she didn't know me back when I used . While she does know about my addiction issues this will be the first time she's experienced it first hand in such a severe capacity, i.e. outside of minor alcohol addiction. I'm really scared of what she'll think when I just sleep the whole week and have to ignore her.

Anyways, I could just really use some words of encouragement.