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struggling with boredom and lack of motivation.. how to fill time?
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im 4 months clean today and i'm still so fatigued. I'm so bored, all the time. but am too tired to do anything about it. starting to feel like im going to go crazy.

Everyone says to exercise but i dont have the energy to do anything more than a 30-45 minute walk, which I try to do most days.

I started taking vyvasne when I was 18 and am 29 now.. I don't even know what I enjoyed doing before I started using.

I'm so bored the only thing that entertains me is food and I can't keep gaining weight

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Yup lol. Still very much feel that at 11 months, except it’s not as bad.

The anhedonia sucks and while it isn’t permanent, it takes a long ass time to fully resolve.

Do what you can. Push yourself when you can. But don’t beat yourself up. The first year can be very hard. Just know that you’ll recover no matter how much it feels like you won’t.

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Well, at 4 months my energy was like at 25%. At 11 months it’s at 50%.

So, at this rate I’ll be 100% by 22 months, which sounds about right.

Be thankful you’re able to sleep. I had crippling insomnia for the first 9 months. It’s gotten a little better.

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