I posted a few weeks ago about my relapse, and as always, thank you to everyone in this community. This subreddit has been one of the best resources for my recovery.

I wanted to share an update though: I had difficult talks with my partner and my doctor. I laid my cards on the table and asked for help. Showing them everything was terrifying. But I do feel like this is the first time in my journey that I have been able to fully show my vulnerability and ask for help. I’m thankful that I finally have safe people in my life to help me face this, but that’s a whole other story lol.

Obviously, I still have a long journey ahead but this feels like a big step forward.