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3 months clean, I'm so miserable and can't take it anymore
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I can't do anyhting. I spend most of my days sleeping, listening to audio books, and sitting on the couch staring at the wall. My life is empty and depressing but I can't do anything about it because I have to reserve every ounce of energy for making food for myself/bathing/etc

I'm not planning to ever put that poison in my body again but I feel like I will never get better and be miserable for the rest of my life.

29f, started prescribed vyvanse 40-50mg at age 18 (never abused meds)

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This very accurately describes 3 months.

It will get better, unfortunately the brain has to have low dopamine for a while before it begins to upregulate transporters, receptors, etc. again.

This is a 24 month journey. At 6 months you’re going to be more active, at 10 months you’ll see light at the end of the tunnel.

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