Over 2 years of the same cycle every month… My husband gets his adderall script.. He’s through it in less than 20 days.. He steals mine.. He steals my teenage son’s Vyvanse.. Yes I’ve locked them up, he broke open the safe.. Hide him he searches the house.. Catch him on camera it doesn’t matter.. He’s lost 20 lbs in the past couple months because a buddy at work is enabling him script sharing.. His whole family knows because we are so broke they have to pay our rent every month for the past 16 months because he refuses to get a better job than minimum wage to support our 3 kids… why? Because he can’t pass a drug test. His dad threatens him so he has to give him pills and his dad enables his thc cart problem as a reward.. I can’t handle these withdrawal days anymore I can’t do this anymore I’m just lying here crying to myself while he’s blacked out in bed because he’s out of adderall.. We don’t matter to him.. Only the drugs.. It’s so toxic and he won’t change because he “doesn’t” have a problem. I have no hope left..