This is pretty fuckin strange, I have a bunch of old scripts (adderall/kpins) that I tapered off of early last year & haven't used, have no desire to use but will look at once in a while as a reminder of where I am now vs then. Tonight I decided to take a whiff of a handful of pills, legit like smelling incense they weren't crushed just in my hand, whole.

While after I put em back, around 12am-ish while looking for my tobacco snuff I found an old candy tin I hadn't thought to check out in years, found an old gel cap w/some mysterious crystals inside that looked like molly.

Weighed the contents, and regent tested a few bits to make sure it is in fact MDMA. Wrote the weight on the bag and put it in a safe. This concluded around 1:30am. I went to roll and took about 45 or so minutes on an activity that usually takes me 10-15. Smoked and came back, it's now 5am.

Pupils are dilated as hell, my heart is beating to an all too familiar drum... what the fuck happened!?!?!?

I guess there's a small chance I liked my fingers after testing the molly but I used tweezers to handle it so idk how that would work

I'm pretty geeked and in retrospect have been for a couple hours at least. My legs are also really cold out of nowhere?? What the fuck happened!!