Today, has been 2 weeks since I dumped my stash and have been on a ride since. Hellish cravings,eating everything in sight, sleeping for days at a time, working on my soul and trying to be the best version of myself I can be. For the 1st time today since then I was offered to my face a loaded Pipe. Without a second thought or any hesitation in my voice, I heard myself say "NO!" I sorta shocked myself but then the shock turned into massive pride. Went quietly to my bedroom and texted the one person who would be as proud of me as I am. I can't believe that this time sobriety is really working. I am finding my strength, my voice and my purpose all over again. I know there is a long way to go but damn this hurdle I just jumped over feels fucking great! We do recover! Time will show us all!