I feel so incredibly grateful and stronger than I ever have. Grateful for the ones I had around me to get me out of this pit. For being able to talk about it with my parents and with my boss (even punching in a few drug addict jokes here and there 😁). It nearly got me killed several times over. It took me through the most viscous, horrifying and mentally degrading experience I ever had as I was dragged through the hallways of psychosis. Now I have a different outlook on life. I'm going to finish my PhD, I'm going to get myself the fit body I deserve, I'm going to enjoy living again. I'm not going to let any demons inside anymore, I'm not going to let any malice from other people get to me again. I'm going to stay strong, straight and steadfast, always. I feel proud. I wish the same for all of you trying to break free from the curse 🙏